When a strong dose of many different chaotic hard times all beat down at once, it eliminates all bullshit and rapidly forces me to start over.

Being wiped out in all ways- and now after being emptied, raw possibilities seem to be birthed. Doubts and fears though still present are fading; I feel tiny bits of natural positivity gaining strength again which presents new life for a new potential perspective.

Maybe because I’m so hard headed, passionate, full of fire and strong- this is the order in which things must carry out. Maybe I had the chance and didn’t see it. Maybe I over analyzed, feared and paralyzed myself. Maybe I didn’t see it coming….

Here’s to divine order.